Thursday, 31 March 2011

The way how I handle myself.

Maybe I'm afraid what I have posted. Coz this is my first time to create a blog and talk about myself. I will post something here which I will not do it in my Facebook and twitter since no one will see my blog's wall. Maybe facebook and twitter have no privacy and confidential enough. Well, that is my opinion only.

Before I go through my life please be prepared because you are the first one who viewing my blog now. Haha. As the first Sentence in this paragraph, is it kinda childish? The answer is 'Yes'! I have be thought all the time 'Am I a childish person even I'm a 21 years old now'. May be you can judge me based on my physically, and yet, you are not know my mentally. I have been asked myself also 'am I matured?'. I mean mentally, do not think other stuff ya. Haha.

As you can see now, my English not good as you do. Because I'm a Chinese and I have studied Chinese primary school. During primary school period, my study can say as suffer a crashing defeat. My local language and english language are the worst. You know what, I cannot pronoun and spell an English correctly. I was ignored my tuition teacher's advice and parents' advice. Haiz, after graduated my primary school, I was entered to secondary school (local term) or so called high school (oversea term).

It is a difficult time ever in my life. Because I need to backup my languages and other sub- subjects. At that time, I tell myself in my heart, I was said 'Tommy! it's time to study, as there are insufficient time to backup myself. Due to I set the time frame for 3 year. Somemore, I have to prepare myself for my highest education certificate so called SPM in my secondary school.

After 6 years and the SPM result was released, Im damn happy because I score 5A in my result. I really satisfied with my result at that time. By the way, I need to thank my parents , my secondary school's tuition teachers and my close friends. I think 5A are enough for me, as I cannot even score more than 1A in previous exams.

When I was in college time, I have already 19 years old. During the college life, I was putting all effort in my study and part time job- tuition. My tuition teacher is hired me for a part timer. I really happy at that time and this is my honour. I accept it eventually.

Already 2 years, I have been used to study and work in every single weekdays. Well, I do not have no confident enough to work at other firm and company also. What a sad case... Honestly I have no direction for future route now. It make me frustrated all the while. That is my life so far...

To be updated soon....